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Hi...nama saya Najwa. Bukan Najwa yang nyanyi lagu Senyum, bukan Najwa-latif yang nyanyi lagu Cinta Muka Buku. Dan juga bukan Najwa Karam. ERK. I am Najwa Othman yaw.... perempuan + baru belajar buat blog + kuat tensi + inginkan hidup yang sempurna + bercita-cita tinggi + blur all the time + kuat maki

13 January 2009

JOHN:- ni qiang shang lao guazhe jita, zenme me jian ni tanguo?

NAMI:- Liang nian qian wo tiantian tan, shuiping bu di, keshi houlai hui tan jita de ren yue lai yue duo, wo jiu juede bu xiqi le.

JOHN:- Na ni dangcha tan jita shi weile yin ren zhu mu a?

NAMI:- Keyi zheme shuo ba!

JOHN:- Zuijin you ge jita xuexi ban zhengzai zhaishou xueyuan, wo xiang jie ni de jita qu xuexue.

NAMI:- Xing a! Ni ba tat na xialai ba!




Pengyoumen yiqi jiaoyou juhui shi, you ba jita jiu neng shi qifen geng hao. Dajia suishi dou key zai yinyue de banzou xia, changqi gongtong shuxi de ge, na zhong ganjue feichang mei. Yinmei wo de jita tan de bucuo zai zhe zhong shihou wo zongshi hen shouhuanying, buduan you ren yaoqiu wo : NAMI, tan zhege! NAMI, tan nage!


Jita bun an xue, ye bu gui erqie tiji xiao, dao nar dou neng daishang, zhexie dou shi ta puji de yuanyin.

Zong you ren bu yong bieren jiao, manmande ziji jiu hui tan jita le. Zhe dian gen gangqin ke bu yiyang

01 January 2009

between karma and revenge...

I prefer karma rather than revenge...

dalam hidup aku, aku x ske berdendam.tu bukan sifat aku.aku jugak x ske membalas2 ni..x baek wo.sendiri kene, padan muke.banyak kali da aku kene ng org...my ex main2 kan aku.da cukup banyak da dia sakitkan hati aku.tapi aku biarkan jer.what for aku nak membalas? biar la tuhan je yg balas.

revenge is a harmful action against a person or group as a response to a (real or perceived) wrongdoing.The goal of revenge usually consists of forcing the perceived wrongdoer to suffer the same or greater pain than that which was originally inflicted.it's my oppinion la...

karma plak 1 concept dlm kepercayaan agama hindu yang dapat dijelaskan bahawa casuality melalui 1 sistem di mana kesan keuntungan are derived daripada past benificial actions and harmful effects.karma is creating a system of aksi dan reaksi melalui kehidupan seseorang. ntah...aku pon x paham ng ayat aku ni..berbelit2.

so, for me la...what ever it is aku tetap berserah pada tuhan. Aku xde hak nak membalas dendam or wat so ever. kepuasan aku xde dlm dendam. yang ade cuma la berserah.




for my ex...untung ko dpt aku..lepas.

insomnia


Penyakit aku sejak zaman sekolah lagi. Dari dulu aku mmg jenis yg susah nak tdo. Kalo tdo pon x bape nak lena la. Tu pon kejap2. Kalau dulu, tiap kames malam jumaat je mesti aku berjage sampai 2 3 pagi. Bukannye stay up utk stadi pon. Sebab result PMR aku x mengancam langsung. Aku just stay sampai pagi, dengar radio…mase tu HotFM ngan FlyFM x wujud lagi. So besenye aku dengar HitzFM x pon EraFM je..lepas zaman PMR, mase tu arwah ayah ade lagi. Aku slalu kene tinggal kat uma sorang2. Coz my mom temankan arwah kat hospital. Mase tu aku slalu ajak ayu, mejod n kawan2 aku lepak uma. Kite org mmg rajin stay up sampai pagi..Xbuat ape2 pon. Kalo berdua ng ayu pon, aku ske borak2 ng dia.Pasal skola, pasal BF, pasal family. Ayu ni selain jadik akauntan aku, malah dia jugak seorang pendengar yang setia.

Lepas SPM, aku keje…mase ni penyakit ni x la datang sangat. Coz aku penat gile waktu keje dulu. Dah macam “cow victim” pulak. Hahaha.Aku bangun kol 5am, den sampai uma pukul 8pm. Xke macam lembu tu dibuatnya?

Hujung tahun 2007, x sangka requisition aku utk masuk UiTM ble approved plak. Minggu pertama mase MMS (minggu mesra siswa a.k.a orientation week) mmg dahsyat la pada aku. Da la lepak gile kene bullied je ngan MPP kat tmpt aku tu. Yang peliknye aku x tdo pon sepanjang malam. Aku dengar lagu, just relax kan kepale hotak aku ni je. Bangang. Tapi siap la kuliah subuh pagi tu, mmg jadik lalang la mase tu. Duduk pon da mcm bersujud kat sejadah. Huahuahua. Lawak gile. Ni bukan takat jadik cow victim. Maybe da jadik musang berjanggut. Ahaks.!

And now aku da 3 semesters kat UiTM ni, ya ampun..aku ni da ble jadik guard da. Gantikan guard2 jahanam yang sedia ada tu ha. Yang sibuk duk jaga pakaian kite orang rather than jage keselamatan. Betul x? Aku ingat lagi mase semester kedua aku, Isnin 3rd November 2008 aku ada paper CTU151. Tapi slamber aje aku x tdo malam tu. Lepak kat Mekdi sampai pagi ng kawan2 seperjuangan yang laen. Bukan la blaja sangat pon.memekak jer. Berjoget la. Ntah pape jer. Pagi tu aku telan Nescafe 1 sachet before aku masuk ke dewan pekse. Hahaha. Keje gile.
Mase 2nd semester jugak, last paper mase tu MKT243. pon aku x tdo. Menghafal x..tapi duk msg ng Mohd Nurazrafiq. Dari ym hingga ke sms…tu je la keje nya.sedar2 da pukul 8am..time nak jawab pekse.wakakaka..Ape2 pon..aku puas hati ng result aku.xde la teruk sgt.

So, aku harap ok la insomnia aku ni. Bukan ape..menjaga kesihatan taw..hehehe..orang tdo malam, aku tdo siang..ntah pape jer.

Q & A

1) Think of a person who made a positive difference in your life. What qualities does that person have that you would like to develop?

Someone. She influenced and dragged me to continue my study and guide me to grab this opportunity nicely. She is a great person!

2) Imagine 20 years from now; you are surrounded by the most important people in your life. Who are they and what are you doing?

Bimbos! Hahaha joking me. Of coz la my family. My big family actually. Retired lorh..!

3) If a steal beam (6 inches wide) were placed across two skyscrapers, for what would you be willing to cross? A thousand dollars? A million? Your pet? Your brother? Fame? Think carefully…

Myself

4) If you can spend a day in a great library studying anything you wanted, what would you study?

Islamic.Fairy tale.Love.

5) List 10 things you love to do. It could be singing, dancing, looking at magazines, drawing, reading, daydreaming, anything you absolutely love to do!

Reading magazines from back to front.
Sleeping
Eating
Chitchat
Internet surfing
Hush (if so tired)
Daydreaming
Window shopping
Listening to the music
Writing

my dream

When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits, I dreamed of changing the world.

As I grew older and wiser I realized the world would not change. And I decided to shorten my sights somewhat and change only my country. But it too seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years, in one last desperate attempt, I sought to change only my family, those closest to me but alas… they would have none of it.

And now where I lie on my death bed and realize (perhaps for the first time) than only I’d change myself first, then by example I may have influenced my family and with their encouragement and support I may have bettered my country, and who knows I may have changed the world.

I like myself and the way I am.